Sometimes..

Sometimes I wonder why people including me, always looking at negative point about something. Once I heard someone said, take an A4 paper and let say, draw a small point. Most of us will ask about the very small little point, not the extremely big white, blank space.

Actually, this example has nothing to do with what am I going to say. Even I myself don't know how to figure it out, what combination of words can deliver my message to you readers. Let it be in Malay, English, French or any language in the world.

Well I think better I give some situations, and it is up to you how you want to understand it.

When I say I want to go around the world or anywhere as my wish, people will say that why don't you want to go to Makkah. And if I say I want to learn Spanish, they ask me why don't I want to learn Arabic.

A question, do I need to tell everybody about all the fucking good, religious thing I do? I want to say 'I don't want' because if I do, that might drive me proud and I will lost my 'pahala' maybe.

And please, when I don't write about religious thing, that does not mean that I am a bloody hell stupid ass hole who is not doing what we need to do in practicing Islam.

I just want to be different, I don't want to be like others. Yes I know, in term of practicing the religion, we cannot be different, as the rule is always the same. But I am not talking about the things we need to do in practicing Islam.

But in term of writing. There are just lots of blogs who talk about such religious thing. Well you all just don't know me very well I guess. For most of the time, I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. Or NOT LIKE OTHERS. Well said, 'MOST OF THE TIMES', so there are certain times that I might be like others, for example in supporting Manchester United and Valentino Rossi.

No compromise for that lads.

Yes I know it is very good to write about such things. I am not against it or hate it or dislike it but like I told you before, I just want to be different from others, I want to have my very own style in writing. If my style might be like someone's, I just can say that it is just a coincidence as my style really comes from me, it is something genuine.

Ahh damn I don't even know what the hell I am writing about. So I need to stop now.