Crepe

This week life had been up and down for me. Up because in about 2 weeks time I will step on Malaysian ground. Down because there are still lots need to be done. Yeah I know, it's been like more than thousand time I bark out about things that I need to do. Sorry if that bother you all dear readers.

Well today, I finally sent my tutored project' report. What a relief, 60% of the project is done. Only need to do the slideshow and the presentation this Tuesday.

Speaking of group work, suddenly something related to this came across my mind. It is about making desicion in a group. You don't need to have a study related project group to be in such situation. But even in your daily life, sometimes, err, quite a lot of times actually we need to decide something good for everyone.

I myself admit that I sometimes cannot be a good decision maker. Well, people make mistake dudes. But still I will always try my best in order to keep every single member of that group benefit from that desicion. That is why quite a lot of people hate me because I used to be against a lot of people who, in my opinion they decide poorly.

But I noticed, most of the time that I decided wrong, actually it was not really my fault. Normally because people tend to hide what the feel, their good ideas that are against my desicion. Come on guys, if you are not happy with any decision, speak up. 

Do not blame the decider when he decides something bad and you did not let him know about that. The decision maker might not see his desicion by your point of view.

Once before I wrote about people who are always favoring the good looking or someone who does not have the same gender as him or her (sorry I do not know how to figure out this in a well arranged sentence).

Sakit hati dan mata bila berdepan dengan orang yang kerja dia nak menarik perhatian orang yang jantinanya berlawan dengan dia. Betapa gila seksnya orang macam ini. 

I always try my best not to talk about other people's badness but this time I just can't prevent it from happen. Especially when it involves you. Or, the person want to impress the opposite sex by using you. So at the end, seems like her or him is the hero, and you are actually the hero. The person just put on your Power Ranger suit and end up with the hero's applaude. 

Grow up please men, life is not only all about sex. Yes I know there are situations that we need to give advantage to girls, but not all the time. Biarlah bertempat.

The process of learning never end. I myself is always learning. Learning to be a better person day after day. I am trying to improve always, and I think everybody must be the same right?

I am still in a phase of shaping myself to be as best as I can, charactically. I used to be a quite nerd person till people around respect me too much and think that I am a good boy till I felt very uncomfortable. 

Then I changed to be someone easy-going, 'gila-gila' with everybody. But it seems like people around starting to not appreciate me. They think that I am such an easy-going person, they can hurt, scolding me while thinking that I won't be hurt because of that.

Please men, don't exploit the easy-going people. Respect them too. Do not only think that it is only you who need to be respected, the only hero and you can do what ever you one. Being 18 years old and above, we need to grow up. No more silly kid attitude.

Please, respect people around. Do not think this world is only yours.

RESPECT!!!