Tomorrow.

I am a big fan of Avril Lavigne. It was kinda 'cinta dengar pertama' where I fall in love with 'Complicated', one of her very well known single at that time. I was in form 2. Since then, I never missed to drop by a music store to purchase her albums everytime a new one released. There were only 2 in fact, 'Let go' and 'Under my skin'.

That was during a time where it was quite hard to download music via internet. Her third album, 'The best damn thing' was released in 2007, at that time, downloading music illegally was quite common among us. I don't purchase this one simply because of that.

But one bad thing about this is, I don't have the oppurtunity to discover her other songs than the singles. There are lots of good songs, relatively unknown to, usually people who don't listen to the whole album. Like Unwanted, My World, and the list goes on.

Many people know that I love KRU very much. But I do love Avril Lavigne as well. KRU and Avril happen to be the artists who I never missed to buy every single of their album before the 'download era'. I love KRU' 'unique'ness, and Avril's easy-going songs.

Since quite a long time I haven't listen to Avril' song. Suddenly this morning, en route to class there was a car parked just outside the IUT, with this song played quite loudly. I smiled alone, as memories as a teenager suddenly replayed.

One worst thing is, I just discovered that this Aidilfitri is my worst one. I am not refering to the celebration. That one was superb. But there is one more thing which is better to be unknown to people.

That thing makes me upset, and I am deeply disappointed with the people involved, no matter how big they are to me. It drives me crazy, I can't even sleep at night when I think of this. Ya Allah, I beg you to give me strength to counter this, and please change them.

I beg You my God.