This is going to be my 5th time jets off to France in September, means that I already finished 4 years of studies at this Gaulois country. Oh dear, Its gonna be my 5th year abroad, and I still have my 6th and 7th year ahead. Wak de fish! 3 f-ing years to go.
Seriously lots of times I felt that I had enough of this. I felt that I couldn't take it anymore. But thanks to my parents and other people, I think because of the prayers from them I am still going strong, yes I lie because I'm going, but not that strong.
To be honest, I am not a brilliant player in this game of studying. Yet we know the rules, such player need to work hard to survive this game. But I aint a hard worker either.
Well you'll say that I am not alone in this boat. You know that I'm no good..
Erm, I don't know..
But deep inside I'm still happy with the fact that I'll celebrate Eid at home finally after 4 fucking years away.
3 commentaires:
kurang²kan la sket F word tu. ape²pon awk kene kuat. bkan awk sorang je kat situ. cari motivasi utk terus kuat. kite same. aku dah jumpe motivasi aku utk bertahan, n i'm sure u will too. igt, kite hidup bukan sorang². cheers.
raya nanti datang umah k..chill la ;)
heyyyy chill laaa....be thankful, dude.u r still alive with the bless n so much loves from people around you.n the most important thing IS you are HOME now!!!!
hargailah saat2 mengucup kedua tangan ayah bonda di pagi syawal nanti yep.
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