caramelized peanut

Yesterday I went to the supermarket to buy food supply. I ran out of food, I starved during the new year eve and on Sunday. I also bought a packed of caramelized peanut.

I was looking for caramelized or lightly sugar coated almond or cashew nut, but they weren't found, only salted ones. I was so sad, the closest match was that caramelized peanut.

Peanut is something I hate quite so much. I didn't want to buy it. But I told to myself, how can I hate peanut if I love M&M's peanut so much. I consume like half a kg of M&M's peanut a week. So I thought I would love it, even deep inside I know I actually hate peanut so much and M&M's is an unexplainable affair.

And I was right, M&M's is really an unexplainable affair. The caramelized peanut sucks. I ate like only 2 or 3 pieces, I couldn't stand it. If you know me, I am not a type of person who loves to throw food away just like that, in other name wasting. I will always try to finish it no matter how bad the food is.

But the thing was, I just cannot take it. Peanut is just like raw garlic for me. I cannot eat them. Just can't. Throw it away just like that was my very last option. So what to do with it? I couldn't force myself to swallow that.

Suddenly I remember that almost every time I walk to the bus stop, they were always a few beggar sitting beside the pavement. So I was lucky, there was 1 of them and I passed it to him.. I said nothing, I just handed it and smile.