samedi 21 juillet 2012

Marriage, work etc...

Life is quite an adventure for me since the end of last year. I went to LA for my Christmas Vacation, then came back to France waiting for my final exam result. If you have been following my blog, you should be aware about how uneasy it was, the feeling of waiting for the result. Alhamdulillah I passed. That was a challenge for me, imagine that only 18 out of 50 candidates passed at our 1st try.


Then came back to Malaysia, job hunting. Again, He helped ease my way in, no need to wait for a long time for my 1st job. Maybe it was not my dream job, I never thought of working in that line before, but at least it paid me very well. But I had to leave in order for me to fulfill my Engineering desire.


Now I'm working with another company, my 2nd work after such a short period of time. I finally have what can I say as my dream job. I don't mind the fact that I need to sacrifice my pay a little, as long as I find happiness in what am I doing. Happiness in what I do, means that I was not too happy with my previous job because of the work itself. My colleagues there were awesome.


I cannot expect much from my life now. It has been very challenging and unexpected. I even thought of getting married next year before I start working in this company. But what to do, I need to delay that later because of my work commitment. Marriage, are you joking?


Before this, I kept pushing my mom that I want to get married next year. My girlfriend was so happy for this news, but since this few weeks she was not that happy anymore. Haha what to do, but we do agree that this is the best for us, it is not that we cannot get married next year, we could, but at the end of the year. After Raya maybe? I don't even fucking know if I can celebrate Hari Raya next year!


But once I accept this job, everything changed. It is not easy, but I have to face it. What to do, the company' offshore operation gonna start next year between Feb-Aug, and even now we are busy preparing the baby for the offshore pipelaying. This is just too good to be missed, not everyone can be onboard the state of the art vessel.


God has been good to me, He gave me almost everything I want. A dream start to my working career, my jobs have been awesome. But in return, I need to sacrifice something I have been wanting since ages. Marriage. Actually I just realize about this.. I asked myself, why God has been so generous to me. Finally I found the answer.. Now I know why people say there are always give and take. I experienced them.

1 commentaire:

May Maisarah a dit…

Many good things will come soon. Insyaallah. All the best, friend ! =))

Ardik manis.. Mana datang dari ini ardik..?