Being..

Sometimes I think I worry too much about the future till I don’t enjoy the present. Actually I don’t really want to worry about it. For me, the present before April was


I need to move on, I want to enjoy my present life, I want to enjoy my love life. I want to make full use of it. Talking is always easy. But later I’m pretty sure that bad feeling will arrive again.


I hope my life after September won’t be as bad as last year’. Right now I’m just hoping for the best. Tell me that I’m ungrateful with what I have at the moment?


I hate it when there are so many things to consider, too much things cannot be done till I obtain that holygrail.


Malas dah nak emo. My life since April was magnificent. Tell you what, I was in the States for almost a month. What else can you expect. Being close to your love one, surrounded by lovely people. I really hope my life would be like that for all the time.


My stay in the States was.. I don’t know how to describe it. Most of the times I only stayed at that little cute town, State College. This town deserved to be called the Happy Valley.


It was a simple, relaxing break. Life was so simple. I wake up in the morning, sometimes I tagged my girlfriend along to her workplace, then again I’ll walk home to Danial, Syuk and Wardi’s place being online, waiting for her till her shift is over.


Sometimes in the afternoon we spent some quality time at the alumni center park, it was lovely. We just sat on the grass talking bout lots of things, observing people and the gooses.


Then at the middle of May, come her graduation day. The morning wasn’t an easy one. I rushed to the florist to pick up the flowers I booked yesterday. I was so glad that everything went well as planned.


During my stay there, I had the chance to join their graduation Dinner. To be honest, before the event, I didn’t put high expectation on that dinner. But the organizing comitee proved me wrong. It was AWESOME! They deserve the credits.


I still think that I was quite crazy back then. Can you imagine it, back in February I already had a 10 days stay there, then in April I went there again. I just love being with my love. I just love being there.


To the hosts, Wardi, Danial and Syuk I really don’t know how to say thanks to you guys. I wish we had another shisha session together. You were all terrific. You all always are.


I don’t know when will I go to the States again, my big motivation is in Malaysia now. The only motivation left there is shopping. The outlets, the watches especially. Never ever forget to mention the marshmellow rice crispies treats.


But hey, there is something missing. The West Coast. That is a big motivation, I need to arrive there before Syafiq goes back to Malaysia for good. I promised him that I’ll go there since ages, since 2006. Insya Allah, at the end of this year I’ll head there for my christmas vacation.


What else to say? I was in the States from April 20 to May 16. Actually I was supposed to start my Practical Training from April 18, but I had some issue regarding my visa renewal.


The appointment was fixed in the middle of May, so I have like a month break before it starts.
I’ll write again soon. Regards.